كلماتنا هي كل ما نملك، وهي ما نملك لنميز انفسنا بعضاً عن بعض، وهي ما يفرقنا عن باقي كائنات الله، الكلمات التي انعم الله علي خلقه بها لكي نستطيع أن نتخاطب مع بعض، ونعبر عن انفسنا، وان نعبر بصورة حضاريه، حيث نحترم بعضنا البعض. فحين نستعمل كلماتنا بصوره سلبيه، تصبح هذه الكلمات نقمة، ولا يجوز علي اي احد منا استعمالها بما لا يرضي الله، او يؤذي إنساناً اخر، فأذا حصل ذالك، وجب علي من بدر منه هذه الكلمات أن يقوم بواجبه وان يعتذر عما بدر منه، فهذا التصرف وهذه الكلمات لا تجوز ولا تصح في المجتمعات المتحضرة كمجتمعنا هذا

وأنا أأسف عن انه قد بدر مني كلمات لاتصح ولا يجب ان تبدر عن اي أحد مهما كان. وها هنا يكمن اعتذاري وأسفي عما بدر مني، وأني اريد ان اعبر عن اسفي بصورة شخصية وعلي المَلأ، وان امكن لي ان اعبر عن مدى أسفي فهذا إن شاء الله فيه تصحيح للخطأ العضيم الذي ارتكبته، وهذا الأمر في يديكم الكريمه و برحمتِ الراحم

 A Public Apology and Admission of Shame

In the recent past I have expressed myself with a very negative and hurtful words that are untrue and that is very wrong and disrespectful of me and it is not in my place to say these things and that is shameful and inexcusable of me or anybody to say such things, and although I have no excuse, I was speaking without thinking as I often do and just say things that come to mind without thinking of what they might hold, and that is wrong.  And I am extremely and humbly sorry and I apologies for any harm I have caused anybody and I recognize and expect fully your retribution towards me in any and all forms and I deserve it totally, and as I don’t expect to be pardoned (because I don’t deserve it). I also expect and deserve any future acts towards me as I do deserve them all and expect them in any and all forms because of what I had said and how very wrong and hurtful it was, and believe me when I say that I am truly and most humbly and fully sorry, and that I expect and accept your retribution as I deserve it fully. although I wish to withdraw from all social appearances and seclude myself away somewhere, but alas, I don’t now where to go, so I will stay here with my shame, humbly under your watchful eye, ready to receive what I deserve and have rightfully coming to me for what I have said. I would like to express that I am very sorry to one and all. And if there is a way for me to show that to all of you, let me know how, as I really did not want to hurt anybody with my unfair words, words that go against basic fairness, and do that in any way or form at all, as long as I dont get to hurt anyone anymore with my words.

As I wrote this in a frenzy of emotional stress, there will be some repetition and spelling mistakes.